glow worms

I am a bit overwhelmed with what happened this night. I just cant believe that my classmates would accept me that easily. I'm really really grateful to them. I also made new friends (I think and I do hope). With all of their enormous effort trying to make me feel that I too 'belong', I still just cant help being the usual 'loser' me.

I'm sorry guys. I know that its unfair.

Even to myself I'm unfair.